You're Gonna Miss Me
Sunday, Nov. 23, 2003 // 5:23 pm
In the teenage years, we are more distant from our friends mentally than anything or anybody else.
Let's get into this more. Does that make sense to anyone? Feelings are among the most mysterious thing in psychological history and therefore, because of feelings, people can be locked up and be put in a mental instituition.
We are more distant from our friends in the teenage years. You are always, or it seems, jealous of something. No matter what it be, their posessions, their life... you can be jealous and this can distance you from them. And the reasons that you don't think they feel the way you do, ever.
Where am I going with this? I felt that it needed to be brought up front. I don't know why I'm saying it though.
I've lived in my own world for too long and I see no way, or reason of turning back now.
Neil called. A simple hello to the phone and I was wooed secretly by his voice. It was like a light flickering on in a day of darkness. Whoa, whoa. We skip into a discussion about sex. He says, unplanned, that he'll make the first move (as in, kissing) the next time we're alone.
Can't wait.
I don't feel like making an idiot of myself to the public audience of my diary, if there is one. I don't want to talk about love all the time. I'm probably going to post whenever I feel like it about my theories and philosophies about life. Beautifully fucking illustrated.
Anyways, the quote at the beginning was said by the Ninja herself.